I'm sick as hell and pouring of snot and shit and now I'm kinda crying too but that doesn't mean I'm gonna keep on dragging out this conversation til I convince you otherwise..
Hah, sifting through all the stuff I want to before leaving will take several days. You know me, always lurking somewhere in the world. And believe me when I say those two will not listen to you, or many others. Maybe Rgb. But I chose those two because I accepted the fact they would never be in my life again a long time ago. I asked you to do the impossible, to restore two pieces of my soul very close to me.
Hey I'll tell you what, if I get them both to try and get you to stay, you promise me you'll stay on until it's you're true third year of being on here, August 27, how's that for a wager?
Wilf. I'm here. You may not know it. But gosh If I don't want to write a story that can surpass yours. It aint gonna happen though! I've learnt from you! And you aint leaving without telling me how EE would end! :D
I was such a cringelord back then, goodness. So happy, excitable.. energetic. So disturbingly different from me now. Like I had anything to look forward to. I wish I could remember how that felt. 15 pages later, and I'm completely different. Ah, if we could turn back time.. I'd tell him he had so much to look forward to. I'd tell him he had people that cared. It'd have been more merciful to have lied to him.
See Wilfrey? People enjoy you being on here, and if you'd wait till it wasn't roughly midnight in certain parts of the world you'd see there were even more, including two folks that I'm hell-bent on convincing.
Heh, good job guys.. ya made me crack a smile. Maybe before I hop off for good I'll post up the intended story for E.E, finally finish a project for once.
Bah stop it you three, goodness sake! Dragonclaw do not get arrested by mods, they'll be too busy celebrating me finally getting out of their hair! Arra, I will admit, Jareix told me of your life situation and I gave him a contingency plan to save your life from it if all else fails, without question, on the spot. Hunter, goddamnitt stop crying, crying is for mortals!
I'll tell you what, if you want something to do where you'll be loved for that chaotic humor of yours, look up a bastard named SovietWomble and just look what the sonofabitch does for a living and just tell me what differences there is between his videos and how you act.
And I'm too sick to go to school tomorrow and take some damn KOSSA test, so I'm gonna be nagging at you till you see clearly well past midnight or till I pass out, and I have a sports bottle of ice cold water that'll wake me right up!
Wilfrey, if you put a little effort into just having some fun. And making sure there's a camera up recording it all, I'd bet money that you would be a hit, I'd bet every cent I have..
Wilf. If you staying meant I could never RP again, or write a story ever again. I'd beg you to stay. Wilf. If it means anything to you, I'll never Rp or write a story ever again, as long as you promise me you'll stay. Promise me you'll take care of yourself, buddy.
I'd prefer you write and RP all you like in my name, go have fun and etc. And I quite like to stream, but oddly enough I'm antisocial and tend to be much funnier when other people are involved.
I sadly am a bit too numb and, well, as I am, to provide much fun for anyone. Sorry about that. I sometimes stream stuff on steam just because it's so easy, but.. eh, nobody ever watches and my friends generally ignore me when I ask.
Try YouTube. Like I said, try a different crowd, don't drive yourself down the path that has always given you pain, take a new one that you've never tried!
99% chance I'll regret taking any new paths. As well, I'm just too tired for anything anymore. I basically just lay around all day because I have no real energy left. Just waiting around to see if I have school tomorrow or not, since it has been snowing lately.
Hey, promise me, and I'm gonna be having you comply to a damn lot of promises, if you have tomorrow off, get your ass up and try, for me and all your friends, try.
Nope I'm trying to get your zombie ass moving! And make something and put it on YouTube....If you are telling me that there isn't a few people who would watch your stuff and think it funny, how Rusty or how depressed you are, I'd call you a damn liar. You won't have energy until you try! You need to move, go for a walk and enjoy the snow, find a nice little hobby, make someone laugh. Anything!
I'm a damn minute ahead of you and I'm hardwired from ice water, remember that damn promise, life won't always just let you choose 'rather'. You'll eventually have to make a move you wouldn't normally, I feel that this is that time, time to make a change and put a effort Wilfrey, the world wouldn't be as good as it was without people like you, I have a friend at school...
... shares the same last name, has a raunchy and dirty as hell humor who I first took to hating because I didn't get his style, a year later and we're best buds! Half of anything out of his mouth would piss any stranger off! You have just yet to find that one person who understands you Wilfrey! Keep looking and while you look, post a damn video on YouTube!
Heh. I did my "crazy out of the ordinary madman" maneuver by telling you to talk to two people who either hate me or will merely destroy me, or perhaps ignore me entirely. Either way the end result will not be pleasant. I've done too much crazy stuff, it's time to just lay back and stop caring. I'll check in every now and again, at least until the wager is up. Try not to pester anyone during that time, and goodnight.
Damnit! Do I have to grab the depression squad again?
Listen, I'm not trying to be funny or make light of what you are going through, but, do you know who I see? I see a man who has touched people's lives. There may be more beyond that, but from this comment chain alone, it is obvious that there are people who care about you in this world. (Cont)
They may not be here, and if you think they may be elsewhere, I won't stop you. But, damn, that talk leads to suicide if it isn't nipped in the bud. I could name quite a few people who were helped through depression by people on these Forums. @The Alonne , @Hel , and myself to name a few. (Cont)
Just know, life isn't a parabola, it's an exponential equation with an odd exponent and a positive trend. Sure, there'll be ups and downs, but think about it, you're at or near a relative minimum right now, so it's your choice weither to get your shit together and improve your life or let yourself slip further down into the trough. The exponent only becomes even if you want it to. (Cont)
Just, think about what I said, maybe take some of it to heart. But if you think, you'll just fade from memory, well, you've got another thing coming. Even if you disappear, both me and Snow will remember you. Yes, you even touched my psychopathic excuse for a sister. Even if it's your destiny to leave us, take heart, you won't be forgotten.
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